Friday, June 18, 2010

There I said it

There's no repulse in me. As I sat here alone tonight, I took heed of the time to finish a set of song lists of Skillet (Christian Rock) and Katharine McPhee's (American Idol) recent album in one shuffle (also just recently adding up a new song of Kjwan titled "Pause".

This morning kasi, sira connection ng Limewire di ako makapag-download. Tinamad na akong mag-intay. At mas tinamad akong i-play ang lahat sa Youtube (sa dami ba naman ng kanta nila noh?)


I got the time to write last night, just when I finally got to tuck my nephew to bed (he was sleeping beside me 'cause my Mom, her grandma was in Manila for several days). I took the pen and got inspired after reading the new novel of Ricky Lee "Para kay B" (so wala lang may biglang naisip lang ako!).

But definitely I'd still post the next subject Imma 'bout to tackle "Alcohologic", it is the next post I'm sort of trying to speculate, I haven't compose the whole of it yet but I think I'll be adding the previous note I wrote on my mobile phone last year. I hope I could work on it. Need some luck on that.

I wrote all the words that come's out of my head, till I was left writing myself to sleep..


There's no repulse in me tonight. I've been staring at those filled bottles in the ref wondering why I've lost the urge or desire to empty the contents. And throw myself on a splash of splendid liquor delight (even for just a day). I dunno know I think I'm not just up for it. (It's a bit weird withdrawing but I'm not in the position to force myself to do otherwise).

So I put the cube ice onto my iced coffee instead then close the ref door and head back to my bedroom door.


Disclaimer: I'm taking the time off to do other things instead something much finer than drowning myself onto a bottle that would never make me dry the tears I'm holding back.

Alcohologic is still next.