The Day I Said Goodbye!

I have failed to see
When love has passed me by
And I don’t understand
Why this has made me dry.
Bittersweet sentiments;
The frolics of the stratosphere
In tangles of pleasant dreams
All are not what it seems.

I should have never let myself
I should have not purge to suffer more
I dare not tell you so
That a part of me has been changed;
I should have never look deeply in your eyes
I should have not taken and fall by chance
I dare not to fall more so
Coz I don’t know how to say goodbye!

I have misread your thoughts
When the time ticks like the sky
But I still don’t understand
The lies that won’t subside;
Morning broke the dawn
I don’t know what’s taken me so long
Cause there’s none I could do
When I see your face everywhere around

I should have never let myself
I should have not been much closer
I must not tell this so
That a part in my heart is missing;
I should have never talk this way
I should have just let it slip and walk away
I must not reveal the truth
Coz this is the part when I’ll say goodbye!

You're already taken
It’s already taken me
I don’t know how to let it die?
You're already with him/her
It’s tearin’ me within
I don’t know how to end this all and cry?
You're everything I’ve waited
It’s everything I wanted
I don’t know what else is there anymore?
You're everything I’m hopin’
It’s everything I’m dying to find
I don’t know where’s this goin’ anymore?
I’m just a stranger from your eyes
And everything’s still the same
But I tried to say goodbye
Coz maybe I’m just not the one for you…

await love?

true love waits?
it doesn't but finds you instead
and inspite of the destined pathways
fate is heaven sent:
you may never see it
you may never realize that he's standing right at your face
to flow illuminescent;
you wander...
you just pass by and didn't believe
but he's there looking for you.
you don't need a sign,
you don't need a clue,
you just have to believe that he's there trying to find a way.
someday, somehow, someway;
he's looking through the crowds,
searching and gazing to every corners
finding that same spirited soul through all the madness,
through all the tide.
coz he believes and he can't wait
and inspite of the troubles that lies ahead,
he finds his way...
he finds you in the end.

scribble

someday, somehow i realize
that chances are endless.
the risk to take are fierce enough
to make you bleed and burn.
will you step aside and wait?
or will you likely return?
someday, somehow i believe
that everything is written in serendipity
for we'll be fated to meet again...