Rinse it off (with a faint silent whisper)

So there goes the catapulted dismay that blatantly hits your face. Its like 'bombs away!' and then the tiny fragments scares your guts to tiny specks. You carry all those hopes like a prized possession. Its tattooed onto your soul. But sometimes these effin' things can either lift you or pull you down.

The frustrations to battle can be like one tiring thing to endure but truth be-told--even though the passage to what's bright can be that steep or narrow--don't back down, garner your strength and all your courage. (Sabi nga sa isang Pinoy Rap song, "'Wag kang pupunta sa digmaan, kung wala kang dalang kalasag.") Never look down and lessen your self-esteem, look at the untoward view and think-outside-the-box. (Lemme see what you'll see differently.)

Rinse everything off with this one faint silent whisper. Till it heightens to a stutter, then a loud thud. A hollow cry can be made till you find yourself eagerly screaming...

...rinse it ALL off from a whisper to a scream.

Sometimes you have to learn when to SCREAM!

At the end of this road, there's the world we desire. Don't wait until the world hands you what you want. Instead, shout to the world. Be fearless, and be confident like a youth! --from Big Bang's Shout out to the World

Disclaimer: I have this vision or dream as when I woke up this morning. Scene is shooting area. Do you plunge in to the danger that lies ahead. Parang gyera nagpuputukan, nagbabarilan. Would I dive towards it? Or would I cross to the back of the shooting grounds? (this I ask myself)

If I take the easy way out and go to the backside. I would be a wuss for doing so.

But sometimes in life, you have to take that challenge even if you know, the scary part will swallow you whole. So don't be afraid to try. Take that risk. Pag di na kaya say to yourself, "Konti na lang, malapit na, manalig ka."

And if still, you've given your all, pero parang hanggang dun na lang talaga. Know when to stop, and take heed of your limitations. Then go and proceed to your second option.

May this bring you...

The end of the month of May 2010 draws near: Still I haven't been able to renew my drivers license and with that I still drive around town as if with no worries. (Crazy me) The weather is still almost the same, alil bit cooler in some random time but still with the same sweaty showers even if with slow leisure activities.

I have done some reflections every now and then, as per my previous posts tells. I kind of adjusted with the several changes around me. Cos now, I sort of found a way to stand to a shade of positivity--that I seem to fail to realize--that for-some-freakin'-recent-phase, it is just there, waiting for me to sink in so my slightly tormented heart will be cheered. (blind? gosh!)

The most unhappy of all men is he who believes himself to be so. - David Hume

I used to see things in a brighter perspective. I think its time to bring that personality back. Although I am noted as a person with gloomy wordings and melodramatic poems--I am a positivist.

One free remedy to a depressed, problematic and stressful life is this...

POSITIVISM (derived from ponere, whence positus, that which is laid down, certain), according to A. Comte human thought passes through three stages — theological, metaphysical and positive. (1)

But then I won't linger more beyond Skinner nor Russell's philosophical views about positivism, rather I'm just trying to envelope a different approach to a possible sense of positive healing. 'Healing of the self takes a lot of patience and self-determination. One must take up the responsibility that yes, there is something that is creating a disturbance. That this thing is hampering the self, and that this thing must be removed from the system to ensure a positive healing. It is a slow process. But one can be sure that it will yield good results.'(3)

A positive change in one's life can lead to attract the positive energies that'll enable one's body to be reinforced with good influences and happiness. Although, in some unexpected turn, sometimes one may experience a derivative force of failure, heartaches, frustrations, emotional pains, and depression; the negativity ensues. These circumstances are part of life's process, like a flow chart to one's very own journey.

So in developing a positive change in life, acknowledge the positive and the negative that's making an influence to the inner self. Learn to understand what's causing the problem. This may proceed as realization takes place: 'Self-realization helps a person understand the real cause of misery, and helps to focus on things that are more positive. Realizing one’s true mental and emotional state allows one to heal the inner self. This can be achieved through meditation. It helps in focusing on disturbances and bad memories. One can focus on the happier moments of life and balance these with the negative ones.' (3)

This kind of self-healing gives an alternative procurement instead of manifesting to drug treatments, and any form of depravity (lewdness and vices). Just think of how much an anti-depressant cost? Or what can a pack of cigarettes and a bottle of chilled alcoholic drink can actually attribute to your very own troublesome predicaments, unpleasant stresses and emotional burdens.

Think positive. Its FREE.

She was one of those happily created beings who please without effort, make friends everywhere, and take life so gracefully and easily that less fortunate souls are tempted to believe that such are born under a lucky star. - Louisa May Alcott

Disclaimer: Sing a Suede song "Possitivity" after reading this article. And as the title may say 'May this bring you...'


...peace!


Related links:
http://www.springerlink.com/content/tk07q6vur424868n/
http://news.google.com/newspapers?nid=336&dat=19960131&id=t8cRAAAAIBAJ&sjid=D-0DAAAAIBAJ&pg=4707,8231444
http://www.americanchronicle.com/articles/view/48678

A Light Sneeze to Catch

There's this beauty in waking up where you find yourself breathing. The sun heats up, touching your eyes; as if telling you to open it up and stare at him directly. You lay in your bed wondering to your head the later dreams that heavily rained you all night. You smiled.

One wondrous reason in waking up is knowing that you're still alive. Even though life has its ups and downs; terrific crazy moments and gazillions of terrifying pain, the point of realizing one's existence--with all the sub commotions behind it--makes it all worth it. Why?

Cuz that's what makes life worth the thrill to ride at. Its the sort of what makes life exciting. The thing that keeps you pumped up every time you glare your eyes to the morning sky.

I know there's lots of images popping now in your mind this instant. You began to remember, certain memories of the past; the old and new, hurtful and the happy ones. What's there left for you to catch?

In a much lighter aspect, sometimes you may find yourself having trouble sleeping, leaving you catatonic like cause you're eagerly soaked in a bunker of concealed dreams, or a series of burning weight makes you paralyzed, and or a hurdle of thousands of unanswered questions lay hanging; its for you to realize that with all that sprinkled everywhere in front of you, every bit of it lays a purpose for you to know and learn.

Yes, you carry the weight but it does not mean forever. Life is one big giant maze to figure out. Go through with it slowly, surely you'll get there. Then you'll finally see what this so-called life means. Somehow you'll be able to put the missing puzzle that's set for you to reveal.

Till waking up in the morning, neither steals a bother as you'll find telling yourself,

Good Morning Sunshine! Bring it on!

Disclaimer: Ang trip ng buhay, parang roller coaster ang andar. Life's one hell of a roller coaster ride, some will say. But the thing is, its one hell of a ride you can't live without! (insert Eddie, maybe he's one of the PEOPLE YOU MEET @Ruby Pier to fix the ride for you hehe)

Finding reasons to contemplate

I'm a lost soul drifting by. I can see the time ticking behind me. Till I stumble onto a finer reflection glaring. I was just sitting there waiting. Then it hit me hard--what are you gonna do exactly?--so hard, that it left me with nothing to say.

So basically, I was doing things in random, tending to things on a daily basis. I take things as how it flows right in front of me. In simple sense, I just go with the flow.

I speak what comes naturally. I try to make it as spontaneous as I can but often times my mind runs slow on certain predicaments.

I have numerous ways of diversion I can think of when such sudden dilemma strucks my silent hopes and fears. I'm often silent all these years. Its like my own vanity, my own kind of thing. As per being fond of secrecy, I'm not usually very good at telling stories (di ako makwento at di ako magaling mag-kwento).

Then I may proceed.

With the diversion that is. (TV, movies, random music play list, surfing, laundry, cooking, multi-tasking etc.)

Until I find myself contemplating.

I'm a lost soul drifting by the hands of time. I can see the time ticking behind me like I'm running out of ways to fly. Till I stumble onto a finer reflection glaring towards the sunny skies; blazing. I was just sitting there waiting for a moment of wondrous call; praying. Then it hit me hard--what are you gonna do exactly?--so hard, that it left me with nothing to say.

Disclaimer: Some say miracles are laid-out like God's plan. I do suggest, it is probable to those who--truly and genuinely--believe.

Tanduay Ice and Friends

Basically, I opted for some liver damage last night, kasi for two consecutive days di ako maka-alis ng unit. AMP!
Di man lang ako maka-pasyal sa Manila.. gosh! My 2 plans are both ruined kasi kasi.. hayys.. badtrip talaga! dahil dyan 3 Tanduay Ice nga!!

Disclaimer: I was about to head out of the door, but wasn't able to leave.. badtrip!






Note: Buti na lang..naka-chat ko si TIN (medyo sumaya mood ko), tsaka may natanggap ako gift last night.. o diba, ang saya! LAINE superthankyou! :)