Finding reasons to contemplate

I'm a lost soul drifting by. I can see the time ticking behind me. Till I stumble onto a finer reflection glaring. I was just sitting there waiting. Then it hit me hard--what are you gonna do exactly?--so hard, that it left me with nothing to say.

So basically, I was doing things in random, tending to things on a daily basis. I take things as how it flows right in front of me. In simple sense, I just go with the flow.

I speak what comes naturally. I try to make it as spontaneous as I can but often times my mind runs slow on certain predicaments.

I have numerous ways of diversion I can think of when such sudden dilemma strucks my silent hopes and fears. I'm often silent all these years. Its like my own vanity, my own kind of thing. As per being fond of secrecy, I'm not usually very good at telling stories (di ako makwento at di ako magaling mag-kwento).

Then I may proceed.

With the diversion that is. (TV, movies, random music play list, surfing, laundry, cooking, multi-tasking etc.)

Until I find myself contemplating.

I'm a lost soul drifting by the hands of time. I can see the time ticking behind me like I'm running out of ways to fly. Till I stumble onto a finer reflection glaring towards the sunny skies; blazing. I was just sitting there waiting for a moment of wondrous call; praying. Then it hit me hard--what are you gonna do exactly?--so hard, that it left me with nothing to say.

Disclaimer: Some say miracles are laid-out like God's plan. I do suggest, it is probable to those who--truly and genuinely--believe.