We race to a pace--the search for satisfaction--as we lay our head up, wondering: 'What's there left in store for me?'
It's a struggle finding one's purpose in this life. For now, I'm curbed up to this mold with the tips of my toes slightly out in the open--hesitant to stay or to step out of this sheltered state.
I've loved the silence in this walled corners; constantly shifting music from Rayyn, Sugar Hiccup, Up Dharma Down and Paramita; by then the random thoughts inside my head are slowly heaving. . .
Like my eyes are glaring for some inert sense, my head is perched to race with or against opportunity, my heart is burning from ways of condemnation, my mouth is silencing the meaner things, as my hands point to nothingness but my feet are still standing still.
Hoping one day, there's one thing be revealed. . .
some poignant C L A R I T Y.
Disclaimer:
The modern mind is in complete disarray. Knowledge has stretched itself to the point where neither the world nor our intelligence can find any foot-hold. It is a fact that we are suffering from nihilism.---Albert Camus
Note:
the video below is a song Solitary by Rayyn
(I've been looking for so many years for his music, ngayon lang nagkaron).
A 90s OPM music na I would recommend to anyone.
