How To Kiss A Butterfly: Life on Ice

I would try to come out laughing, watch my coffee turn cold; the fizzle in my eyes gone. As I stare at my half-empty cup like a weary kid, stuck in some kind of unresolved dilemma (only known to oneself).

It is like finding beauty to what lies ahead, this I said to myself.

I turn my head to the opposite direction and watch whatever unfolds in the horizon. Time goes by, in a blink of an eye, momentary still pictures circle in my head; my wordings are abit dry, wishing I could have said something unusual instead, but I never did.

There's a lot of what could have been but I'm nowhere near the end or somewhat in a purposeful venture -- all else is just beginning -- I guess.

And this life is forever changing -- I'm still learning -- in what I want in life, in what I like, and in what I am not.

I'm slowly patching the pieces up of the holes of my puzzling piece of heart.

I could fall apart and runaway (like the usual), slump myself onto one corner and turn to hate; loathe against these four cornered room and curse them walls as if these walls could talk back (and yeah of course it never did).

The silence could be deafening but I've always loved it nonetheless. Then there's this sweet soft music echoing in the background. I just let my mind float up in the air till I crash back to my now; holding my pen with a half-empty lukewarm coffee cup in the other hand. As I stare at the cup one more time, I then leave it on the table. Then I came back, put four ice cubes in it, and happily took a sip.

Sometimes you just have to make the most out of what's infront of you than lurk far beyond of what's goes there. But you're living in the "now", the present is of what's more important than anything. So chillax and don't stress on figuring out what might happen beyond.  It's okay to plan and think about tomorrow or the possibilities of the future but then keep in mind, we must savor the experience and enjoy what is "now" so we can truly benefit of what's to come and whatever's in store for us.

Chill. Learn. Smile. Think today.

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Disclaimer:  I'm not broken hearted or anything, I just loved the heart designs I found, so NO cups were trashed or smashed thereafter. Iced coffee such a soothing pleasure indeed.

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Note: Some notes about the title, I'm not sure why I used the word butterfly? Maybe I was thinking of something that'll have the same effect as the word wallflower (since the heck I loved the movie The Perks of Being a Wallflower). I don't even know what Kiss A Butterfly means as of now, I googled it before and all that came up was something about Butterfly Kisses so there goes I'm still figuring out what I could come up with this. . .maybe as the writing ideas comes along, I'd finally grasp the whole point of this. There's only one way but to hope, right?!
Coz its fun writing, with the challenge of not knowing what lies ahead and in some ways you come up with these things, the random ideas, and then you ponder as you delve deep into finding that sometimes its all worth it to be lively, crazy and thrilled with just about whatever chocolate you'd find in the box. (You get what I did with that right :D)

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