Just run and smile your way through it
Fear drifting through the wind and the shallow cold air leaves a certain chill to the senses; the night breaks in front of me like an enchanting silence only few can be thrilled about. And I sit there waiting for something to fall, as if, there’s one thing that could fall from destiny.
So I look at the stars wondering how this night ended with the merry cheers of some common hearts and a slight tepid juice which frails the notions. The tumbling of waves echoes at the background, somewhat rushing through me but I let my mind drift away with it, not knowing when to speak not knowing when to shed dew when I’m in the verge of.
As the heart lies with the company of a few warm-hearted friends—maybe the time spent is what I needed to ease the trouble in me than complicate what morrows the gap—till I smile whatever runs beneath the river. So run and smile your way through it, let it flow, let it glow, I said to myself.
Resurfacing
I have run back and forth, trying to ponder about the time, when there was one time about a heart breaking part that has already passed. I have misled myself to thinking, to turn my head away as if things never occurred, yet in the process of remembrance I have utterly cussed numerous times about it. A pathetic way of knowing and learning about those stupid things and the uncertain decisions I made back then.
I have grazed on the thought on escaping what seems to feel not right because at the time, my instinct says stay away from the untoward pain. But then I’ve come to realize that whatever unfolds within the situation you can’t always have everything you want in life.
There’s always something at the other side of the bridge, at some point you have to meet halfway to finally make things happen.
What’s love when you only have the half of it beating?
Back then was a different story. Back then I was holding onto something I thought I was meant to have forever. (I was too young back then to weigh on things but I think I just did the right thing.) And right now I think I have already said what I have to say back then. It has its ups and down but it’s been so many years that it doesn’t bother my sleep.
Disclaimer:
You can love too deep whereas find yourself drowning feeblybut you can always find yourself swimming out of the surfacein time for you to find strength to take another dive at the big far out sea.
