Just as the rain swiftly pass by. And cloudy skies are incoherently mustering to hold every drop of water in it. Under the loud cold blow of thunder at the far hazy dark skies, we, three (me & two girl friends), walked the feebly wet grounds of the Plaza.
You can only see a handful of people walking from there, as per the sudden gush of rain minutes ago, made the place earthly silent and barren. I kind of liked it especially with all the lights flickering within and so is the non-existent noise of the everyday routing of vehicles. It's almost heaven! But sometimes the ideal heaven-like imagination could be just a totally exaggeration moreon.
We ordered our-not-so-usual-dinner, Mcfloat and Large Fries. And ganged up to the empty slot we second selected. And the conversation lay endless. Its the friendly talk badly needed by a wearisome, and lonesome heart.
But its not really about food. Its not really about the weather. Its not about how politically insane this country can be. Its not about toying on a small win of the Azkals dousing them to the rising comodity and oil prices (as if sa kanila aayun presyo nun) at least they're contributing to the GOOD rather than the slightly ugly bad thing we live in today. Its not about the ploy of the smoking ban. Its not about the Raj-Penny finale of The Big Bang Theory. Its not related to the broken TB. Its not about first love and mending the traces. Its not about friendship or burning bridges. Its not about tipping over the Mcfloat with me buying a new one. Its not about dry cleaning things. Its not reading about Glee's Charice & Chord Overstreet being booted out. Its not about the long wait for love. Its..
Its about you nurturing your own soul and doing things to make YOU happy, rather than not doing so or you'll have nothing left over to give to anyone else. So search for the happiness INSIDE you rather than in those standing BESIDE you.
Sometimes it starts and ends withYOU
Disclaimer: Regret can be a slow killer but the act of remorse for it battens to deploy the guilt feeling that you didn't realize you carry for years. But nothing is ever too late, if you pull up the guts to start on it now.
Think. Indulge (follow one's will). Do it (do what you need to do).
